Moving on is hard

I’m thinking about life and how I ended up like I’m right now.

I’m happy, I feel good. I accepted myself and I understand things better than a few years ago, I guess I’m getting older and maybe you can say wiser? I learned how to adapt and how to make life a bit easier. I’ve changed a lot over the past five years. The biggest change I made was right after a breakup, I decided to take control of my life and to study abroad, the best decision I’ve made so far.

The thing is that I’m the kind of person that is nostalgic. I love to think, talk, dream about the past, I’m not good in moving on. Moving on is something that’s not natural to me, I can’t just pull a switch. Time will heal all wounds, that phrase is exactly the way I deal with things, give it some time. Honestly I’m done with giving things time to pass by, to move on. What’s the point? I guess this is something I need to learn in the future, moving on. 

Move on

Moving on,

Moving on is leaving something behind.

It’s like driving away and not looking back.

Thinking about the future not the past.

Not reminiscing but dreaming.

Love this video: Vampire Diaries, Elena & Damon

Can't let you go

Can't let you go - by Adam Lambert

Guess it was not meant to be
It's not bad as it seems
It only burns when I breathe
Yeah yeah yeah
You saw the way that I fell
But I'm better off by myself
That's the tale I like to tell
Yeah

But it's not that easy for me to say goodbye
Everything in me wants you back in my life
Can't let you go
Can't let you go

It feels like the dawn of the dead
Like bombs going off in my head
Never a moment of rest
Yeah yeah yeah
Nothing kills more than to know
That this is the end of the road
And I know I gotta let go
Oh oh

It's not that easy for me to say goodbye
And everything in me wants you back in my life
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Oh oh oh

Wish I could just find a way
To have all your memories erased
'Cause constantly they're haunting me
Yeah yeah

But it's not that easy for me to say goodbye
And everything I do I want you back in my life
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Oh oh

I can't let you go oh
I can't let you go

If someone really cares about you. they wouldn't have let you go in the first place...

I love Facebook, I hate Facebook, I love Facebook, I ha........

I love Facebook, I hate Facebook, I love Facebook, I ha........

I have a weird kind of relationship with Facebook. What?! Yes, a relationship with Facebook. Mr. Facebook is always there, he listens, makes me laugh, he gives me different opinions and he is never tired… You know, the thing is, I like mr. Facebook a little too much I’d say. Every single minute of the day that I’m not occupied I decide to spy on mr. Facebook. He is addictive, he always has new updates and he makes me curious. I sometimes wonder if mr. Facebook has sent me a message or if he liked my photo. 

You know the thing is, I see mr. Facebook everywhere. Everywhere I go I see him, just popping up out of nowhere and everybody likes mr. Facebook, yes he is a busy creature.  Since I have a smartphone, my relationship with mr. Facebook got a little bit too intense. I can take him everywhere and he is never complaining. 

Okay, okay, so what’s wrong? What’s wrong is that I don’t want to be too depend on mr. Facebook. I want to be independent, life my life and not make any sacrefices because of him. Sometimes I feel like mr. Facebook is consuming way too much of my time. He is just convenient and I don’t look for mr. Facebook because I’m excited anymore but I look at him because I don’t have anything else to do. Looking at mr. Facebook has become a stupid annoying habbit. I don’t want to be like this, I want to break free, but I’m not ready. I’m not there yet to end this special relationship, we shared so much together, mr. Facebook and I. I guess I will wait a while before I make a decision about mr. Facebook and me… To be continued. 

Nelly Furtado: shows what real life is about

I like artists that re-discover themselves every now and then. I've always loved Nelly Furtado, I think she is just awesome!!! When I was like eleven years old I was lip syncing her song, I'm like a bird... and that song is still one of my all time favorites. Well anyway, I love her new songs too... She is really trying to say something with this song: is anybody out there? Such a good song especially in this time, when people feel the need to pretend that they have so many people around them and have so many friends. It's almost a taboo to admit that everybody struggles in life and that not everything is what it seems. I love this song! Thumbs up!!! What about you?

How to love a girl

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. 

She loved before she may love again. 

But if she loves you now, what else matters? 

She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. 

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. 

So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. 

Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”

- Bob Marley

Breaking dawn part two

I'm so excited, the new trailer of breaking dawn part two got released. I'm honestly in love with the Twilight Saga for years now, but I'm glad it's coming to an end though. Enough is enough, I think... But yet I'm still excited to watch breaking dawn part two... I hope it's going to be as good as the previous ones... Keep my fingers crossed...

Not my video by the way... 

Guess who's back

It has been a while since I last blogged on this weblog.
Seriously, I'm geting old! Hahaha no kidding.
But guess what I'll be back!!!
Yay...

xxx