Saturday, June 23, 2012

Moving on is hard


I’m thinking about life and how I ended up like I’m right now.
I’m happy, I feel good. I accepted myself and I understand things better than a few years ago, I guess I’m getting older and maybe you can say wiser? I learned how to adapt and how to make life a bit easier. I’ve changed a lot over the past five years. The biggest change I made was right after a breakup, I decided to take control of my life and to study abroad, the best decision I’ve made so far.
The thing is that I’m the kind of person that is nostalgic. I love to think, talk, dream about the past, I’m not good in moving on. Moving on is something that’s not natural to me, I can’t just pull a switch. Time will heal all wounds, that phrase is exactly the way I deal with things, give it some time. Honestly I’m done with giving things time to pass by, to move on. What’s the point? I guess this is something I need to learn in the future, moving on. 

Move on


Moving on,
Moving on is leaving something behind.
It’s like driving away and not looking back.
Thinking about the future not the past.
Not reminiscing but dreaming.

Love this video: Vampire Diaries, Elena & Damon


Friday, June 22, 2012

Can't let you go

Can't let you go - by Adam Lambert



Guess it was not meant to be
It's not bad as it seems
It only burns when I breathe
Yeah yeah yeah
You saw the way that I fell
But I'm better off by myself
That's the tale I like to tell
Yeah

But it's not that easy for me to say goodbye
Everything in me wants you back in my life
Can't let you go
Can't let you go

It feels like the dawn of the dead
Like bombs going off in my head
Never a moment of rest
Yeah yeah yeah
Nothing kills more than to know
That this is the end of the road
And I know I gotta let go
Oh oh

It's not that easy for me to say goodbye
And everything in me wants you back in my life
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Oh oh oh

Wish I could just find a way
To have all your memories erased
'Cause constantly they're haunting me
Yeah yeah

But it's not that easy for me to say goodbye
And everything I do I want you back in my life
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Can't let you go
Oh oh

I can't let you go oh
I can't let you go
If someone really cares about you. they wouldn't have let you go in the first place...


Thursday, June 21, 2012

I love Facebook, I hate Facebook, I love Facebook, I ha........


I love Facebook, I hate Facebook, I love Facebook, I ha........
I have a weird kind of relationship with Facebook. What?! Yes, a relationship with Facebook. Mr. Facebook is always there, he listens, makes me laugh, he gives me different opinions and he is never tired… You know, the thing is, I like mr. Facebook a little too much I’d say. Every single minute of the day that I’m not occupied I decide to spy on mr. Facebook. He is addictive, he always has new updates and he makes me curious. I sometimes wonder if mr. Facebook has sent me a message or if he liked my photo. 
You know the thing is, I see mr. Facebook everywhere. Everywhere I go I see him, just popping up out of nowhere and everybody likes mr. Facebook, yes he is a busy creature.  Since I have a smartphone, my relationship with mr. Facebook got a little bit too intense. I can take him everywhere and he is never complaining. 
Okay, okay, so what’s wrong? What’s wrong is that I don’t want to be too depend on mr. Facebook. I want to be independent, life my life and not make any sacrefices because of him. Sometimes I feel like mr. Facebook is consuming way too much of my time. He is just convenient and I don’t look for mr. Facebook because I’m excited anymore but I look at him because I don’t have anything else to do. Looking at mr. Facebook has become a stupid annoying habbit. I don’t want to be like this, I want to break free, but I’m not ready. I’m not there yet to end this special relationship, we shared so much together, mr. Facebook and I. I guess I will wait a while before I make a decision about mr. Facebook and me… To be continued. 

Nelly Furtado: shows what real life is about

I like artists that re-discover themselves every now and then. I've always loved Nelly Furtado, I think she is just awesome!!! When I was like eleven years old I was lip syncing her song, I'm like a bird... and that song is still one of my all time favorites. Well anyway, I love her new songs too... She is really trying to say something with this song: is anybody out there? Such a good song especially in this time, when people feel the need to pretend that they have so many people around them and have so many friends. It's almost a taboo to admit that everybody struggles in life and that not everything is what it seems. I love this song! Thumbs up!!! What about you?



How to love a girl


“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. 
She loved before she may love again. 
But if she loves you now, what else matters? 
She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. 
She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. 
So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. 
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”
- Bob Marley

Breaking dawn part two

I'm so excited, the new trailer of breaking dawn part two got released. I'm honestly in love with the Twilight Saga for years now, but I'm glad it's coming to an end though. Enough is enough, I think... But yet I'm still excited to watch breaking dawn part two... I hope it's going to be as good as the previous ones... Keep my fingers crossed...




Not my video by the way... 

Saturday, June 02, 2012

Guess who's back

It has been a while since I last blogged on this weblog.
Seriously, I'm geting old! Hahaha no kidding.
But guess what I'll be back!!!
Yay...

xxx

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

It's Lilly

Saturday, November 06, 2010

Pink extensions Pretty Little Liars

Pretty Little Liars Aria's (Lucy Hale) pink extensions, kinda nice I think...


Friday, November 05, 2010

End of the week... weekend!!!



Thursday, November 04, 2010

Free

Best group ever!!! Destiny's Child

Turn the clock to zero...




"Brand New Day"


How many of you people out there
Been hurt in some kind of love affair
And how many times do you swear that you'll never love again?

How many lonely, sleepless nights
How many lies, how many fights
And why would you want to put yourself through all that again?
How could it be that what you need the most
Can leave you feeling just like a ghost?
You never want to feel so sad and lost again

One day you could be looking
Through an old book in rainy weather
You see a picture of her smiling at you
When you were still together

You could be walking down the street
And who should you chance to meet
But that same old smile that you've been thinking of all day

You can turn the clock to zero, honey
I'll sell the stock, we'll spend all the money
We're starting up a brand new day

Turn the clock all the way back
I wonder if she'll take me back
I'm thinking in a brand new way
Turn the clock to zero, boss
The river's wide, we'll swim across
Started up a brand new day

It could happen to you - just like it happened to me
There's simply no immunity - there's no guarantee
I say love's such a force - if you find yourself in it
And sometimes no reflection is there

Baby wait a minute, wait a minute
Wait a minute, wait a minute
Wait a minute, wait a minute

Turn the clock to zero, honey
I'll sell the stock, we'll spend all the money
We're starting up a brand new day
Turn the clock to zero buddy
Don't wanna be no fuddy duddy
Started up a brand new day

I'm the rhythm in your tune
I'm the sun and you're the moon
I'm a bat and you're the cave
You're the beach and I'm the wave
I’m the plow and you’re the land
You're the glove and I'm the hand
I'm the train and you're the station
I'm a flagpole to your nation - yeah

Stand up all you lovers in the world
Stand up and be counted every boy and every girl
Stand up all you lovers in the world
Starting up a brand new day

You're the crop to my rotation
You're the sum of my equation
I'm the answer to your question
If you follow my suggestion
We can turn this ship around
We'll go up instead of down
You're the pan and I'm the handle
You're the flame and I'm the candle

Stand up all you lovers in the world
Stand up and be counted every boy and every girl
Stand up all you lovers in the world
We're starting up a brand new day

Turn the clock to zero, honey
I'll sell the stock, we'll spend all the money
We're starting up a brand new day

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Incredible video... Katy Perry - Fireworks


Sunday, October 24, 2010

Romantic couples

The O.C. - Marissa & Ryan



Gossip Girl - Chuck & Blair



One Tree Hill - Lucas & Peyton


One Tree Hill - Nathan & Haley

Silence

Saturday, October 23, 2010

pfff regelen van visum Amerika en huisvesting, wat een gedoe zeg!!!

The OC - Hallelujah